no matter how much i workk it never seems to be enough…
really have been looking down on myself lately… i feel like i don’t deserve half of the things in front of me so i just walk straight past it because the one time i do accept it, something always screws it up.
i really wonder what i am doing here with my life…..
almost everytime i run into someone that i haven’t seen or talked to in a while, they always bring up how my posts on whatever social network sounds angry or depressing….. sigh maybe i need to cheer up more.
i don’t think a birthday has gone by without me crying ever since i moved to georgia… but even though it started shitty this year and i wish i could’ve changed the way it started, my birthday this year ended pretty good so i’m thankful for that <3